I work work work I get what I want. I make things happen to get what I want. I’m assertive I can make things happen. I’ve sobered up and I’ve been eating right for quite a while and wow does that make a difference for someone like me.
I’ve been managing my money extremely well and have been able to set aside substantial amounts. I have four big goals for 2013 that look like they will be finally taken care of:
-In two weeks I will buy a second car as my beater so my new car stays new. I don’t want it to end up like my last civic lol
-Finally get my teeth cleaned
-Have a chiropractor look at/work on my neck and shoulder
This is the biggest one I am really excited about making happen. Regarding this, I have finally made an appointment with a psychologist for my “gender issues” for general talking I suppose —and to finally get some things on paper, mainly to change the freaking M on my license and obviously to get approved for procedures like my breast augmentation and possibly SRS waaay way way down the line if I do decide on that one or can even afford it. It’s kind of funny that I am doing this sort of in reverse, I’ve been living this way and have already gone through most of the strife that people go to the doctor for in the first place. Although while I feel like I have gotten to a much better place mentally myself, I think there is still a lot I can talk to a doctor about. Originally, after the other three goals for this year, I was planning on just working, no big personal purchases, musical festivals, or anything. With how much I make, I should have around $8000 saved up by September/October hopefully for the boob job itself and the related additional costs that will probably come out to around that amount. However, I didn’t know that even the plastic surgeons require mental health letters to do boobs on a tranny. So at this point I’m not sure if that will prolong my goal from being achieved or not, but I guess I don’t mind so much because it would still be heading in that direction.
Can you tell I’m excited this is finally happening? I think the world will benefit from a quality C cup job on Ryo. Now for the hard part: patience and staying consistent.